Ah, I can't really relate to that. I find being part of the fandom to be overwhelmingly positive. I mean, sure there's time I feel pissed, or that "Why doesn't everyone else just get what I'm saying??" but for the most part, it's a fun time will cool people.
That being said, if you have stuff going on in your personal life, sometimes any conflict that happens on-line seems to be 20 times worse.
We all have days where we wanna say screw this place. But if it's a feeling that's persitent, I'd say look at the other areas in your life, or maybe just accept that this isn't a place you wanna waste time at anymore. If this place, or the fandom, is legit bringing you down, and it has nothing to do with anything else then let it go. You can still enjoy Godzilla on your own.
Either way man, most of us will respect your decision. It's important to just have fun and enjoy life
