I went through the Evangelion franchise for the first time last year. What a way to start in on anime.
I knew, going in, that
Neon Genesis Evangelion would be very different from anything I was used to - but I still wasn't prepared for what I saw.
Coming out of
Neon Genesis Evangelion, my first impression was that the show was a mess. The four arcs in the show went through abrupt and radical mood swings which I found jarring, and the latter half/quarter of the show totally confounded me. By the last few episodes, I felt I couldn't keep up (admittedly, maybe I just couldn't follow the visuals and the subtitles at the same time). It probably didn't help that I was also watching the series on some non-official anime streaming website, so video quality wasn't the best, and I don't know how reliable the subtitles were, much less which version of the episodes I was seeing.
I continued on to
Evangelion: Death, which left me indifferent. I was seeing the same material over again, and it didn't make any more sense this time around.
...Then I watched
End of Evangelion, which took everything that bothered me in the TV show and amplified it. That movie
disturbed me.
...Yet, I didn't feel ready to drop Evangelion; something about it enthralled me.
I went on to watch the first two rebuild films, and these I enjoyed. The story felt much simpler, so I found myself getting more invested in the characters and being more entertained. It didn't hurt that Ramiel, Sahaquiel, and Zeruel got really cool redesigns, too.
Feeling refreshed, I moved to the manga. Once again, I found myself enjoying this version of the story more. There were some elements that bugged me, but the story still seemed more coherent.
Overall... I don't know. I feel I have a love/hate relationship with the franchise right now. There are a lot of aspects I like about the franchise - Giant monsters and "mechs", of course, plus well-defined characters, generally impressive art/animation, and consistently jaw-dropping music - but there are a lot of aspects I dislike too. The characters, Like Anno himself said, are all pretty messed up. The sexuality - an element I do not appreciate in
any medium - is handled in a particularly embarrassing manner . Various subplots of the story, namely the Instrumentality project, are never fully explained. Most of all - and perhaps tying all these issues together - the story of Evangelion is, frankly, quite depressing. I don't walk away from Evangelion feeling like I learned anything or was really satisfied.
In spite of this, I can't seem to shake the franchise's grip on me. Something(s) keeps me hooked, curious, intrigued about the show and its successors. Maybe it's because, for better or worse,
Neon Genesis Evangelion brought out more, stronger emotional reactions than anything else I've seen/read has. Maybe it's because I realize there is much more to
Neon Genesis Evangelion than meets my eyes, so I want to understand what I couldn't see. I honestly don't know for sure.
I guess, as things are now, I need to either seek out one of ADV's releases of the show, or wait to see if legal issues get resolved and NGE gets a shiny new release, and watch the series again. Perhaps a second time through, I will find more to appreciate.
I also look forward to seeing
Evangelion 3.0, as I've been patiently waiting to see it through official means. I have to admit, I'm not going in with high hopes on story or character - I just want to see fantastic animation with Shiro Sagisu's fantastic score!
